When Did I Get Hips?

I had pretty much given up all hope of ever developing hips as I thought they were part of ones skeletal structure. You either have them or you don’t. I have for sure read that changing your hormones’ will cause the fat within your body to shift around, but I didn’t really think that would give me hips. And yet, here we are, lol.

I love that I got this photo as it clearly shows that I have shape, and hips. It was a total accident though that I got it. I wasn’t trying to get it. I was actually simply adjusting my clothing. I was attempting to tuck my tank into my skirt and position my belt. I don’t remember why I clicked the photo button on the remote, but again, I am thrilled that I did so.

I took this photo back in February. I have continued to ponder it ever since. Like, those couldn’t really be my hips, could they? It is just a trick of photography right? I mean I know that it had nothing to do with any pads of shapeware, as I don’t actually own any of those items, lol. So, what could it be? Um, possibly my very own hips?

Possibly. But I am shocked, seriously shocked at how hard it is for me to see my own reality. To see my own body for what it is and for what I actually do have.

Shouldn’t it be easier? Shouldn’t we be able to see our own realities when we chose to look? I always thought so. Recently though I am really not so sure. Being as I now do estrogen pellet implants I have developed a 6 month cycle. During my low estrogen times of the year I am so hard on myself. I totally lack confidence, and I shred myself mentally.

Lucky for me I am about a month after getting my most recent pellets implanted and thus I am on an estrogen up swing and I LOVE it!

Alrighty. I just thought I’d share my hips! Holy shit, I’ve got hips!

Love you!

Love yoursleves!

Love yourself for who you really are, or change it. Apparently you might even be able to get hips, lol!