Day 19 of my challenge and I wore this:
I know that you can’t see it very much in the picture but I am wearing my new hair. I just got it the other day and I really like it. I have the same wig in black but I think I look much more natural as a blond. Its funny, for a long time I avoided blond. I kind of always thought it was very typical. You know the tranny thats dressed up as a little blond tart. That was one and the other thing was that I thought I would get more looks from people if I was parading around as a blond. So I avoided it. I have had many blond wigs over the years but I never really felt comfortable in them.
Recently though I have decided that I just don’t care what others may think and besides I look much better as a blond. Back when I actually had my own hair, it was blond. Pretty dang close to the color of the wigs I currently buy. Interesting, no? Obvious, maybe?
The other thing I was pondering today was acceptance. I think that is what I am experiencing more with myself the older I get. Maybe its not acceptance, maybe it is just knowing who I am. I’m not sure, maybe I’m too tired and full of beef, we just had a hugey huge dinner.
I think this is a topic for another day as I just typed and erased like five sentences trying to say what I am thinking about so blah……
Hope you are well.
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