I often read about how so many transgender folks fear the reaction from others when letting people in on their “little secret.” Now I am not about to say that the world is filled with nothing but sugar and spice and everything nice, (just like little girls are!) but for me, the world is not what I at one time imagined it was. Really I honestly felt as though my fellow human beings were something to be afraid of. Very…
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Cutting Off My Hair Made Me A Cross Dresser!
December 3, 2015No seriously, I really think that it did. I know, I have discussed a variety of different theories before as to why I am a cross dresser, but really more as of a joke than anything else. Why do I have gender variances? I believe sincerely that I was born this way. I do not think that anything that I have experienced in this world has made me into someone who has gender variances. I do not have a fully…
While driving up to Northern California to retrieve my puppy from hunt school it finally occurred to me why I am a cross dresser – the show Bosom Buddies conditioned me into believing that cross dressing was not only acceptable, it was actually fun! Uhh….. yeah…. totally kidding folks! But I did like that show. I remember watching it and thinking it was funny, but never thinking, hmm….. I should try dressing up as a woman! Nope, not once. This…
Unfortunately due to the unpopularity and controversy surrounding my gender variances I do not feel comfortable revealing what I am actually employed in doing, which sucks when you think about it! Anywho…. I work with a large and varied clientele and there are also many different levels of workers at my job. I am somewhat higher up in the ranks due primarily to my education level and the amount of experience I have in my field. I also am a…
What does it mean to be comfortable? I get it when you are talking about things like shoes, or clothes, or temperatures and the like, but when it comes to my gender it becomes much more difficult for me to put into words well. I write little bits and blurbs and then quickly erase them as they don’t seem to capture the essence of what I am feeling. I have tried talking with cisgender folks about it and they really…
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You Look Much Cuter in Your Other Picture (Actually Finished this Time!)
October 21, 2015Goodness, did she just say what I think she said? I pondered that question as I walked away from the Shisheido counter in Macy’s. It had been a strange dichotomy of people’s opinions and I just wasn’t that sure I had heard her correctly. Earlier, Jules and I had walked up to the Clinique counter to get some new eye makeup remover. It was gift time at Clinique and thus of course there was quite a line backed up. I…
It is so strange existing outside of the gender binary and yet it is the only thing I have ever known. I frequently wonder what life must be like for those that exist within that system. Well, I can only assume that life itself is probably essentially the same exact life that I live, only I don’t think that most people wonder if they are actually male or female. Most of my life I present as a male, and I…
