Where I am it is currently 4:24 and I am supposed to be trying to finish up my homework for my last class!!! But alas, my brain is not on planet homework. So here I sit typing(avoiding) what I need to finish! I’ve been trying to work at it for over an hour and my brain is so sluggish I think I am trying to convince myself that it would be easier tomorrow. What a nasty little way to avoid…
I have read about more than one person that calls themselves a cross dresser or a transvestite but they want to surgically alter themselves to have boobs. Many guys also take various forms of drugs to help their breasts grow. This seems a little past cross dresser status and directly into transexual. Once someone starts to permanently alter their bodies I personally say that goes to transexual. Just my opinon. I thought I would share with you how I go…
I had other things to do today and I did not get around to trying on an outfit until this evening. I went to my dresser, thought about a skirt I wanted to wear, one of my favorite Guess skirts. Which actually used to be The Favorite Guess skirt, but I got another, if not two more. I really like Guess. I think it is a mental thing as to me it seems very girly, and I love when I…
Went up to Fresno today. Had a good lunch. I had a doctors appointment later. The doctor ended up being a dink. He did what I wanted but it was not exactly comfortable. The only thing I did like about the experience was what I wore. Him being a dink by the way had nothing to do with me being dressed as a girl. I read yesterday about various trans people getting discriminated against. Some very sad stories out there. …
It is Monday and here I sit, finding out another way to avoid my homework. Hmm, unusual, no? Oh well. Here is my outfit for today: There are only 6 days left in my outfit challenge. I’m doing pretty well with it. But I’ll tell ya, the anxiety about accomplishing it really hasn’t diminished. I still feel as though I won’t be able to accomplish it. It’s foolish, I know, because it will actually be quite simplilstic. But the feeling…
Today was a homework day. I’ve stayed home and worked on finishing my class. I did manage to continue my outfit challenge. Yesterdays outfit – worn for driving home: Today’s outfit: I really like this dress. I saw it in the JCPenny flier a few months ago and I had to go get it. I’m pretty sure I got it for about 50% off. I love watching the ads and spotting a perfect little dress for me. It is a…
Acceptance huh? I tried writing about this the other night and things just did not seem to come out very well. Let’s see if things go better now. I’ve always been very torn about what I choose to do. In the past when I have decided that I will not explore crossdressing I have been very unhappy. But it is weird in that when I do choose to crossdress I have also been unhappy. I think that my unhappiness has…
